Life maybe...

This is my first time blogging in here. it's the way to reveal what's inside you. My life? Last time I had a hard time being a wife, a hard time being a mum. But now i love my self pretty much. I got really big life to go on & I can stand with my own 2 feet. But when i remember the hard days of my life, sumtimes i cried. Why do this happen to me all the time? I do trust in Allah but as a human being sumtimes we just carried away with all this life history. People do change but not everyone, maybe just a few will do.

I'm not trying to be clever in saying things it's just what I feel about my life. Sumtimes I ask my self, why people keep smiling n look happy then I am? Am I that stupid?

Sum people have dAreams to be happy, success & have a blessed life. But now I know that Allah made us in different kinda way. We are different between us. Maybe sum of us look the same in faces but if you look through attitude we are all different & have our own specialties. Thats why we call ourself as human.

Last time I'm just a human being with no guts to do on my own (anything at all). But now, I'm free, I have my own life, I have my own bussiness, my own car & I'm still trying to increase my lifestyle in the future so that I can be at the highest level as any other people can do. I dun wanna be down at the bottom & dun do anything to be in the next level..

Life is short & we are just stand where we are just for a short term. Go forward dun step back. You will regret. Trust me.